I've been thinking deep thoughts about aging, looks, women and consumerism. Maybe that's what happens when you hit 47 +3/4 years old. Not bad thoughts, just (possibly) profound ones, pondering a variety of related topics. And what's a blog for if you can't share your deep thoughts?! So, consider this the first in a "series."
I really loved reading all the posts attached to Jen's holiday picture challenge and seeing all the women and reading both what they thought about posting their photos and the comments on their posts.
One type of comment I consistently get when I post photos of myself is complimentary in regards to my hair. Now, this is a huge deal for me because I have terrible hair. Thin and fine and mousy brown (dirty blonde when I was a kid) are the kindest things I can say about my god-given hair. (I'm gearing myself up to post a photo of what I would look like if I did NOTHING to my hair--stay tuned.)
Anyway . . .
I actually like my hair, too. When I leave the house in the morning, wearing work clothes and makeup, I feel confident and like I project a professional image.
That confidence comes with a price tag.
The hair cut/color portion of my confidence costs $140 every six weeks (that includes the tip). Gulp. I am sure that some of you will be aghast at the price, while others will find it reasonable. I'm okay with posting the number because just recently my husband became aware of how much I spend on my hair (note, that this number does not include styling products . . . baby steps). For many years he's had a vague idea that my hair stylist wasn't cheap, but he never knew the actual number. Now he does, and we're still married.
There are whole conversations that might be sparked about the fact that I spend so much on my hair--societal pressure around looks, the patriarchal society in which we live, advertising . . . the list goes on.
I will concede that their are outside pressures affecting my need to have cute hair.
However.
I am a pragmatic person and the above pressures are not the battles over which I choose to get my knickers in a twist. If I want to feel confident and have others perceive me in a positive light, especially in the workplace, my hairdressing bill is the price I must pay, so pay it I do.
The connection between the money I spend on my hair (and on my makeup and my teeth and . . . you get the picture) and larger societal issues is that I truly do not believe I would have the job I have, or have gotten the raise I asked for, if I didn't look good(ish).
Really, this is all part of the bootstrap argument I've previously made. Bootstraps come in many forms and those that don't believe that being white and pretty and being able to afford a haircut that makes me feel confident and professional make it easier to accomplish my goals are just not living in the real world.
I am not going to say that cute hair is MORE important than a strong work ethic or intelligence, but I am going to say that it matters.
This post invites conversation on many points (from the important to the ridiculous) and I'd love to hear your thoughts on any or all of them. Am I an idiot for spending so much money on my hair? Does your significant other know the price tag on your haircut (or clothes or manicures or . . . you get the picture)? ? Do you agree that looks can be an important component in being able to achieve one's goals?
I think that as we age and lose that youthful beauty, it's just essential that we take better care of ourselves (even if it involves additional expenditures). Maybe our society should enjoy what we almost-50's look like in our natural state, but that isn't gonna happen any time soon. Also, people treat us better if we look as though we spent time and money on our appearance. I think that's because it sends them a message that we care about ourselves.
Posted by: suburbancorrespondent | January 23, 2012 at 12:08 AM
Wow, this is a great question.
For the record, I probably spend close to the same amount of money on my hair as you do, and I'm not entirely sure I get a good value for it. Not to say that my stylist is not good - she's great. But during the 6 weeks in between visits, do I maintain her work? Not sure.
I was born a natural blonde and remained blonde through my '40s. I started coloring my hair in my '50s, and my stylist does a beautiful job. She also does a great cut, but I am totally inept at blowdrying my own hair, so I can't reproduce her efforts.
Looking good makes a difference, not so much in how you actually look, but in one's confidence. A good look doesn't require a lot of money, although for some reason my confidence is wrapped up in the fact that I feel my stylist is somehow invested in my looks. It's a relationship.
Funny, though, not all aspects of my appearance are as important. I hardly wear makeup, and although I always wear clean clothes, I don't often care too much about them. maybe for 2012 I should clean up THAT part of my act.
Posted by: Aunt Snow | January 23, 2012 at 12:44 AM
PS Jenn - your hair DOES look great.
Posted by: Aunt Snow | January 23, 2012 at 12:45 AM
Now I really feel like a big spender. The amount that you quoted for cut and color is what I spend for just my color, and you live in a much more expensive market! Nevertheless, I have always said that my hair is the feature that I have loved about myself, so I am not going to skimp. It's my one treat. Fess up time, my seven-week total is $200! Actually, that is only true every other visit. When I don't do the highlights, it's $140.
Louis C.K. has an amazing bit about white privilege...look it up on YouTube by his name and, 'being white.'
Posted by: unmitigated me | January 23, 2012 at 07:27 AM
Michelle down at Karma Salon makes me feel pretty ;) TRUE! You have to do what you have to do, if you can, you know? It helps your brain and confidence. I have found though, that I look more and more like Steve Jobs for some reason, lately---this sort of short, no fuss hair that grows in between times very nicely.
Posted by: gary rith | January 23, 2012 at 07:52 AM
I love this post Jenn! I spend about the same amount at the salon, but I am lucky to only need it 3 times a year?
I feel that out outward appearance does effect the way we are treated...or at least the way we are treated prior to someone 'knowing' us!
My husband has no idea how much I spend on hair/nails...at this point in our lives, I don't think he would care either. 15 years ago? it would have been an issue.
Have you ever tried the Living Proof Full shampoo/cond/mousse? I just started using it for my flat hair...and it is amazing. At a cost. $24 bucks for each bottle!! Yikes. Liquid gold!!!
Posted by: Busy Bee Suz | January 23, 2012 at 08:22 AM
I think looking good does play a part in what you get out of life, but I also think the confidence you get from looking good is more important. I've known gorgeous people who had no confidence, so consequently they didn't go far in life. I've known unattractive people who were very successful because they were confident in themselves.
I spend $30 on a haircut each time. Getting my hair colored became too expensive, so now I do it at home. It saves a ton of money, and looks the same as when the salon did it.
Posted by: Jenrantsraves | January 23, 2012 at 08:30 AM
When I lived in NY I spent a lot of money on clothes. If ANYONE opened their mouth to me I would reply, I don't ever take cabs. I don't have to spend any money on kids and I never eat in expensive restaurants unless someone else is paying, which was practically never. So I ate out maybe 5 times a year. In NY, the land of the great restaurant!!
We choose what to spend our money on based on our priorities. I bleach my own hair, often with "Interesting" results. But I will never give up my pedicures or shoes so I trade off. (especially now that I had to give all my shoes away and get new ones due to surgery)
Start taking Biotin. My mom and I are on it. It's one of the B vitamins and keeps hair from falling out and grows more. It's a miracle vitamin. Take 4000 mgs - 5000 mgs a day.
Also, Sachajuan makes a hair product that is supposed to work miracles on thin hair. I saw it in Allure magazine.
Posted by: Suzy | January 23, 2012 at 10:17 AM
A cut and hightlights with tip would cost me about the same, but I only go once or twice a year, not every 6 weeks. I'm wearing it longer now so I get it cut less often and a bang trim is only $5 where I go. Hubs has no idea what things cost. I'm in charge of all the finances.
Posted by: Tara | January 23, 2012 at 11:50 AM
This is an interesting post, and I agree with the general idea from you and the comments, that we all choose things to spend money on (if we have extra to spend) that boost our own confidence. I live in the midwest, so prices aren't quite so high, but the guy who cuts my hair does an amazing job and is worth the $40 a cut. However, I'm willing to do the coloring myself :-)
Just a few days ago, I was contemplating the fact that almost every woman I know who is over 40 colors her hair. I was wondering how it would be if we lived in a time when coloring wasn't an option. If everyone over 40 lived with their gray hair, I wonder if the gray would make us all feel so old?
Posted by: Cassi Renee | January 23, 2012 at 02:51 PM
I agree, and studies prove, that appearance has a lot to do with success. Not only the well off can look great, but it makes a difference if you take good care and invest in your appearance.
For the past several years I have let my hair grow long to avoid the cost of cuts, though mine only cost about $80, my hair grows fast and I need to go frequently to maintain a style. I stopped coloring my hair about 10 years ago when I got tired of the gray roots showing up a week or so after I last colored!
I used to spend about $100. on my nails each month, but our finances have changed. I get a $20.00 pedicure every 6 weeks or so as my splurge.
My husband knows how much my cuts are. He thinks I should go someplace cheaper but understands my reluctance to move from someone who is good and knows my hair so well. Bottom line, his cuts cost more than mine on a annual basis because he goes every month!
Posted by: Brightside-Susan | January 23, 2012 at 02:57 PM
I know this: my mood depends on my attitude about my hair. That said, you should do what you need to in order to have great hair days.
Posted by: Green Girl In Wisconsin | January 23, 2012 at 03:28 PM
I liked reading your post and all of the answers so far -- I love talking about this kind of stuff! I was getting my hair cut every 6 weeks at $50 a pop (cut and tip), which is completely reasonable for where I live in the Northeast. BUT, my stylist stopped working Saturdays (the easiest day for me to go) so I am now in in-between land trying to figure out whether I want to find a new person and go really short again or try a style that requires less maintenance.
For most of my 20's, I cut my own hair or my friends and I did it. For part of that time, I was un- or underemployed and just didn't have money budgeted for haircuts. I love no longer having to choose between groceries or cute hair.
Posted by: lanes | January 23, 2012 at 04:14 PM
You've inspired me to get a haircut this week.
Posted by: Grown Up Girl | January 23, 2012 at 08:42 PM
I'm blessed with great hair, so I don't do much with it. However, I strongly believe that our personal understanding of our appearance has a huge effect on how we project ourselves, and if $140 is what it takes, go for it. A long time ago I learned that pretty undergarments give me a confidence boost, so I have nice bras and panties. And if I'm feeling blue, I'll break out the makeup (normally I go face-naked) and sometimes that's what it takes to get me through the day.
Posted by: ilyanna | January 23, 2012 at 09:50 PM
I am very lucky on the hair color score. I'm one of the few women I know who doesn't color, dye, highlight - any of it. Lucky because I've inherited both parents' late to gray. Married a man who grayed young, though. He and his siblings all went full gray before 40.
Interestingly, just this very evening at the dinner table we were discussing hair color, or the lack thereof, in my hair. One time I had highlights, my twins were babies and for the first time in my life I voluntarily cut my hair short - highlights talked into by my stylist - and only because she was bartering with my husband and she wanted to run my tab up and get more done on her house. Orange highlights they looked. Ugh. Never again.
I am cheap, cheap when it comes to hair cuts. Because I can get away with a simple, fairly easy cut.
I don't look down on women who enhance their appearance with hair care. No way. Unless it hurts my eyes - as some bright celluloid peroxide blondes do (read, Newt's latest wife).
Posted by: shrink on the couch | January 23, 2012 at 10:00 PM
It's more than I currently spend on my hair, but I don't think it's unreasonable either. You love the results and it works with your budget, so that's what's important.
I get my hair cut every 5-6 weeks ($60 inc. tip) which is necessary with short hair in order to maintain the style. I get a few highlights every 3-4 months depending on what I had done last time and what Richard the Hair God plans to do this time. (It varies every time so that I don't get stuck in a Hair Time Warp.) We have an agreement to keep it to under $100 every time because that's all I feel comfortable with spending.
The last time I had my color done, I also got a cut, plus I threw in a very generous tip. My husband saw the receipt and nearly blew a gasket. He does not understand why I spend as much as I do on cut and color, even though I've explained that 1) I feel great afterward, 2) they are my only beauty indulgences (I'm not a mani/pedi kind of girl), and 3) I am 42 and have reached the point in my life where I'm going to spend what I want to spend in order to feel great about myself.
Posted by: Jen on the Edge | January 24, 2012 at 07:29 AM
I have long been fascinated with our fascination with hair. My favorite line? "Oppressed hair puts a ceiling on the brain." Alice Walker.
I guess I have come to the point that I accept that we do what we do to make ourselves comfortable and happy.
I think you're wonderful, Jen. And you're worth every penny.
Posted by: Karen | January 24, 2012 at 07:37 AM
Very thought-provoking post. I have always believed that if my hair looks good, I look good. And the opposite, too. I can hide a whole lot of other appearance flaws with good hair. That said, I spend about what you do on hair, although I tend to only make it into the salon every 8 weeks or so (on avereage). My husband knows what I spend and it's not an issue because it fits within our budget and it makes me feel good about myself. He also loves it when I come home with a new haircut/color. I agree that the way you look does affect how you are treated and how others view you, so it can have an impact on whether or not you reach your work goals. I find I am treated much differently when I am well put together with nicely styled/colored hair and nice clothes, then when I let my hair style go and dress less nicely. A comment on society? Sure. But I also feel better about myself when I look better.
Posted by: Andrea | January 24, 2012 at 08:10 AM
Hmmm, I have a bit of a different outlook, I guess. I'm 48 and being a single mother with no other support other than my paycheque, salon visits are an indulgence I can only rarely afford. I get my hair cut about 3 times a year, but I wear it in a shoulder-length layered cut that grows out gracefully, and as for colour, it's me and Nice 'n Easy. I do have nice hair texture, so it works. I don't wear makeup. Or at least, not often. I like how I look without it, and invariably, on those occasions when I do wear makeup, I forget and rub my eyes and end up looking like a raccoon.
I'm very good at my job. I've worked hard and have accomplished a lot of things. I've been the acting manager of my section for months at a time when the manager was off on assignment. I've taken on new roles and responsibilities and I'm doing well. Without makeup and with my home-coloured hair. So, and I'll stress that *in my case*, I don't think how I look has had any impact on me achieving my work goals.
Posted by: alison | January 24, 2012 at 09:22 AM
I color my own hair because I am way too cheap to pay someone else to do it, although it is getting to the point where Clairol #24 Clove is not doing the trick, as I am now coloring to cover gray instead of just to try a new color.
After I was laid off from my job and before I got married, one of the places I cut back on spending was on my hair. I stopped going to my hairdresser and went to supercuts or the beauty school instead.
I hated it. Beauty students are fine for pedicures - if they mess up, they can re-do a toe or you can wear socks - but it takes weeks for a hair messup to be corrected.
As soon as my husband and I decided to get married, I went back to my hairdresser and had her cut and color. It felt great and I liked looking good.
(But then I asked her how I could do the color myself because $80 a shot seemed like a lot of money!)
The one place I won't economize is on my gym. It gets too cold to exercise outside here in the winter, so I need a place where I can work out. As I hate exercising (but love eating), it also helps to have somebody bossing me around in a class. I would rate YMCA fees as more important than hair fees for me.
Posted by: The gold digger | January 24, 2012 at 09:59 AM
I'm sort of gobsmacked at how much you spend on your hair, but if it makes you feel confident I'm not going to begrudge anyone any amount of money that takes. I spent hardly anything on my hair (no colour, cuts about every two months if I remember) but then my hair is generally pretty fine by itself.
You hinted at the notion of external standards meaning you need to do this out of pragmatism and also potentially influencing how you feel about your hair choice. I absolutely appreciate that perspective because it acknowledges the root and says 'I recognise what I'm doing but I think I need to do it.' The only thing I could add is that the fact that there are these standards makes me sad, the fact that women (apparently more than men, though that could be changing) feel the need to conform to these standards to get on in life makes me sad, and also angry at the world. I choose to conform to the minimum acceptable level, because I feel not pandering to artificial standards set by another is also quite important for me personally.
Great discussion.
Posted by: Nic | January 24, 2012 at 01:04 PM
I agree with some of the above statements about a good haircut/makeup/etc. sends a message that we care about ourselves.
However, I choose to not wear makeup 99% of the time (dark eyelashes help) and I have only occasionally spent the big bucks ($120) on a good cut and color. I do have conflicting opinions about coloring my hair. On one hand, it did look fabulous when I first had it done (lowlights), but on the other hand, I don't think the gray looks bad (I'm a "winter" with dark hair and blue eyes).
When I attended my 25th high school reunion, I was one of two women there who hadn't participated in hair coloring. And I will readily admit that most of the women there looked better at 25 years post-high school than they had at 10 or 20 years out. Is coloring the answer? I don't know.
Posted by: Karen (formerly kcinnova) | January 24, 2012 at 06:14 PM
Of course you're not an idiot for spending what you do on your hair. If that's what is important to you, why not? Another person might not pay a lot for haircuts but might insist on expensive shoes.
My husband would probably be shocked to learn that my haircuts (no color) cost $65, but that's because HE can get a haircut for $20. It probably has never dawned on him that women's haircuts are more expensive.
I think looks DO have an impact on one's ability to be successful. I'm not saying I applaud it, but it seems to be the case. That's not to say that an unattractive person can't be successful--there are thousands of examples that prove that to be false. In some ways, being attractive can work against you. I was just reading yesterday that attractiveness is still associated with not being very smart.
Posted by: Patience | January 24, 2012 at 06:18 PM
When you do the math, you're only spending $3.33 on your hair per day. People who would be "horrified" that someone spends $140 probably spend a whole lot more than $3.33 a day at Starbucks. I say, whatever it takes to make us feel good about ourselves, works for me. And, for the record, you do have really cute hair!
Posted by: Claudia from Idiot's Kitchen | January 25, 2012 at 03:02 PM
The only thing that would have driven me crazy about this question would have been if people judged you for your own choices. It's your inventory, and no one can determine what goes into it.
Add to that the fact that hair is queerly powerful in the world--it's so much more than hair, really--and I can't imagine anyone's right to object to your business.
Posted by: Jocelyn | January 30, 2012 at 01:28 AM
I fib! I tell him my $35 manicures are $25 (shh!altogether about the tips!), my $25 pedicures are $10, and when it comes to any facial waxing I just say I got my eyebrows prettied up! (funny thing how my upper lip is all red today, huh? Good thing sometimes he never looks at me ;-)
Posted by: Karen | March 06, 2012 at 07:01 PM
I can say about my god-given hair. (I'm gearing myself up to post a photo of what I would look like
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